The other day, my sister and I decided to take in a 1 1/2 month old kitten. :3
My one friend found him and two others abandoned and he would have had to go to the shelter if he wasn't taken by Friday. D: The little girl is still there, REALLY hope she finds a home, but I'm sure even if she does go to the shelter, she won't be there long.

We had issues decided on his name...we were gonna name him Blaze, but then I realized it was like, a pot term or something. o_o; We've settled on Koda...I <3 Brother Bear. Plus it's a cute name. :3

He's ridiculously hard to photograph because without the flash on the camera, you can't see him, but with it on, his fur looks weird. @_@
Ah well:
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He's been bonding to me fairly quickly, after a day he already follows me around and squeaks at me if I ignore him for five seconds. The only chance I have to get away from him is when he takes his naps. xD

Yo people. Ok this is going to be an awkward journal entry. Not really vent emo bawww, just really weird inner thoughts.

I can't really use names or go into detail as well, pretty much everyone I know has access to my damn dA. xD

Lately I've felt really...detached. Like I'm not totally there in the head or that I'm just sorta there watching my body do it's own thing. I keep doing things I'd say I'D NEVER do and I feel like I can't even control what I say anymore. I'll be like overly hyper and a dumbass for a day and then go all completely emo later. xD I doodled this from it: [link]

I keep having this reoccurring dream too, which I also SORTA drew, prolly gonna finish it. All it is, I'm sitting in this familiar field with a certain someone at night and it's foggy and cool out, and they turn and look at me and say, 'Things will never be the same Taylor.' Then the sun rises and I wake up. O_o

Ok so, a certain BAD event happened yesterday, exactly a week before it, something weird happened.
I was walking home from my bus stop, and about halfway from my house, I run into a dead snake. It's not squished or bleeding, I thought it was actually alive at first. Being the weird person I am, I figure, 'Ok, maybe I'll wait for it to decay so I can come pick it up and use the bones for something.' I like bones. And skulls. Yet I'm a vegetarian/animal rights freak. What. The fuck. Is wrong with MEEE? xDDD

It's been a week, the thing is still there. I dunno if it's like, Adam and Eve and the snake or whatever, but I still pass the damn thing everyday. @_@

ANYWAYS, my life's sorta in the potty right now, but it's nothing out of the ordinary, just like, high school drama shit. Drama fucking sucks, but I only have one more week, then I can isolate myself from stupid people. 8D Right now though, it's a fucking WARZONE between me and someone, and even though I have majority of people on my side, it's still a bitch to drag myself to it everyday. Dx Sometimes, personal shit turns huge, and people will start flipping shit trying to defend you...even if you just want to drop it. ;_;

I've been seriously inactive on dA, besides favoring and creepin', but I've been taking forever to respond, and sometimes even forget to comment. >_< Beh, the past few months...years, I've really forgotten what's important to me. Things that only benefit to my life; art, music, my friends and family, you know. I'll focus on that this summer.



Also I'm getting a livejournal this weekend. I. LIKE TO RANT ABOUT MYSELF. A little too much. :3

[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol. (Eeewwww...)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL: 6


[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[x] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 9

[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair.
[ ] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 5


[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[ ] sniffed anything (SHOES!)
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 4

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly.
[x] dressed punk.
[x] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something. (I was like, three)
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[x] had a crush on a neighbor. (She is a five year old girl.)

TOTAL: 8

[x] had a crush on a friend.
[ ] been to a concert. (As music crazy as I am...I haven't. -_-)
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut. (Oh gawddddd xD)
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[x] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house (INTERESTING STORY ABOUT THAT @_@)
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. (Probably by accident)

TOTAL: 7

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. (LOLWAT)
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.

TOTAL: 6

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[ ] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 3


[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online. (FUN FUN FUN)
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight. (I've done like, 30 hours. xD)
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair. (Ferris wheel!!!)
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone. (It's actually increasingly becoming a hobby of mine...especially with xD)
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. (SO HORRIBLE!)
[x] cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 9

TOTAL: 57

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

I'm not a bad person....;_;

WELL, I do apologize for my rant journal last time. I always feel bad after those.

To keep things short, things have actually gotten significantly worse and better at the same time. I'm really not sure how things are right now. The situations in my life are getting worse by the day, but my mood isn't so bad...all the time. @_@

It's just been random spurts of me spazzing and then usually I'm fine after an hour or so.

Today was prolly the worst though, as two things happen. One, I will not go into detail, but I found out something that I SHOULDN'T have found out and it threw me off slightly and fajskdfsjdfsdf.

ALSO MY FUCKING IPOD GOT STOLEN.

So now I am phone-less and iPod-less. iPod is about 349353x more important though. That damn thing keeps me sane all the time. It was about time I get a new one but, I really do not have that kind of money

Oh and I made a fagspace. Add me ----> [link]

Also I started playing WoW. Figuring that I already spend like 10 hours on the computer a day, might as well actually DO something.
Shit is expensive though.
And confusing.
My character is pretty fucking cool though.
She's pretty rage. -----> [link]
See? She is rage. <3

I really need to do fanart and shit and I ammmmmmm finishing up a sketch of Thaaaed k lemme finish it

I AM SORRY THIS ENTRY IS NOT INTERESTING but my drama has condensed into a black hole and now I'm just sorta like af;ksdfjsdfasdf